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Heeeey im back! setelah 2 hari 1 malam kemarin mengikuti ppdk alhamdullilah akhirnya gua bisa mendarat dirumah dengan selamat.  oh iya jadi gini gua mau nyeritain tentang ppdk yg kemarin gua ikutin. hmm sebenernya ppdk ini tuh kalo menurut gua sih ya beda dari ldk ldk yg ada di sekolah lain, kenapa? soalnya disini tuh kita mengusung unsur alam gitu. nih ya bayangin aja, kita nginep di Villa Citra Alam di puncak, nah tapi ini tuh buukan villa kaya villa biasa, bener bener alam banget deh. pertama gua dateng gua bingung, loh mana gedungnya? aulanya mana? nanti gua tidur dimana? loh kok yang ada cuma tenda dan saung yang lumayan besar? disitu gua mulai bertanya tanya, laaaah ini tuh mau piknik apa ldk sih-_- hahaha. hawa disana juga sejuk bangeet, walaupun mataharinya nyengat tapi anginnya sejuk beuttt, disana juga deket sawaaah bener2 kaya kampung alam gitu deeh haha teruuus ada jembatan gituuuu bawahnya sungai (yaiyalah) hahaha. nah jadi gini, pas hari minggu kita disuruh daten...

What if I wish you broke up with her as soon as possible?      Do I sound like a selfish person? 

Haaaaiiii, jadi gini besok tepatnya minggu sampa senin ceritanyaaaa gua ikut PPDK gitu. PPDK itu kepanjangan dari Pendidikan Pelatihan Dasar Kepemimpinan yaaa kalo di smp sih kaya LDK gituuu, berhubung disini gua juga salah satu anggota mpk, yowesss gua kudu ikut ini kegiataan. kegiatannya bakalan di adain besok. minggu 28 oktober sampai senin 29 oktober. waktunya sih yaa 2 hari 1 malam gituuu. tempatnya di villa gituuu namanya villa citra di Cisaruaaa. sebenernya males sih ikutan gini soalnyaaa gua belom rada ngebaur banget2 sama anak2 osmnyaa cuma yaaa itung2 nambah pengalaman kan yegaaak? hahahahaha yaudah deh semoga sukses dan lancar buat ppdknya besok hahaha cemungut rassssz! :D

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BETEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! Foto yang 22 september kemarin pas malming gadaa!!!! dan memory gua rusak!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa bete T____T foto-foto pas malming pas di botani, takol semuanya gadaaaaaaaaaaa:( belom gua copy ke laptop dan memory rusak segala lagi anjiiiiiiiirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr banyak kenangannya anjir padahal foto-fotonyaaaaaaaaaa :-----------------------( apa lagi foto pas di Takol....... :(

love this taylor swift's new song! ♥

Just took some photos of mine on webcam toy and i love all the effects here haha the normal ones :   the abnormal ones : XoXo!

25 oct was such a cute day  we hit and fought each other  like we were karate's player hahaha hoho night there :p

Such a hypocrite She was backstabbing me and thinking "Oh she'll never know"  But guess what.... I heard and i knew Are friendships supposed to be like this?  If they are... then i quit. 

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Hey I really miss you  And this is crazy But I have too much pride Text me first maybe?       Miss you so damn much fi :-(

Have you ever been in a serious dilemma?  When you gotta pick one between two options?  And what makes it really hard is you don't know what you want, you don't know what you need.

How does it feel when you realize that, you can't have that person you're in love with? How does it feel pretending to be okay when everything you have inside is breaking? How does it feel when you fail on trying to forget what you have heard? How does it feel when you know for sure, sooner or later it's over? How do you feel? How do you feel when you know exactly something bad is going to happen to you and, no one can help you? How do you feel when those memories cross your mind over and over while what you're trying to succeed doing is forgetting everything? And... Does it break your heart? Does it just crack a little? Do you fear.... losing someone? Do you just believe that life is always good? How do you feel if you know that he would give up on you? Are you still looking forward for a happy ending? Will you quit? Are you okay with it? You know a BIG wall is standing tall and strong between you and him and there's no way t...

I'm a complete disappointment to everyone. to myself, my old friends, my closest ones. and I should be ashamed of myself.

Actually, i have sooooo many stories that i'd like to write in this blog. but i just dont know how to begin-_- there's so many things that have been happening in my life. and i'm still trying to figure out what's the purpose of this shit?!

The reason why i made this blog because my previous blog couldn't be opened since june 2011:( actually i've tried several times to make it work, but it still didn't work at all. finally i made this new blog. but i'm sorry if the contents of this blog is still rude and boring, because i'm too lazy to edit it and i have no enough time too hehe ;). so, enjoy with my new blog!:D My previous blog before couldn't be opened :