Live It Up

That terrible feeling when you're being replaced, and there is nothing you can do to stop it. What hurts the most is the feeling of being replaced? It feels like no matter what you did, it wasn't enough. And no matter how hard you try and capture their heart again, nothing ever works. Being replaced is the worst feeling ever. One moment you think that you mean the world to them, and then before you know it, you're all alone. Being replaced is like being stabbed in the leg, it hurts really bad but it probably wont kill you. But it makes life difficult and unpleasant. Why can't things just be like the fairy tale? And when you're being replaced in two place... neither here or there. Everything has changed.

"Even if you treat people kindly, honestly most of them will still hate you for some reason you can't understand."

Kita memang berbeda. Ya, beda. Walaupun berada di tempat yang sama, tapi dunia kita berbeda. Sampai kapanpun, mungkin kita tidak pernah ditakdirkan bersama. I know you dont mind, but I DO mind.Kenapa sih kenapa sampai sekarang gua gabisa lepas dari lu :( Pleasae, It's been 3 years. Kenapa sampai sekarang masih aja, kenapa masih ga bisa lupa, kenapa? Kenapa gua masih memuja lu? kenapa gua masih sukasayangcinta sama lu? Jijik ah kenapa gua benyek banget sih gara2 lo.

Sedih. Di bio-nya udah ada nama cewenya,  udah ga pake nama samaran lagi. Pake tanda ♥ s egala pula. Pokoknya sedih. Hhhhhh setiap fudul pokonya sedih. Sedih sedih sedih. Atuh kenapa masih fudul lu. Atuh gimana lagi. Gabisa sehari aja gak fudul dia tuh. Hhhhh mana suka mentionan pula sama pacarnya. Hhhhhhh kenapa sih masih suka nyesek liat lu teh. Kenapa oh kenapa gua gabisa lepas dari lu oh kenapa?