Live It Up

I know whom you tweet for. It's true. What you said is true. I'm a bad liar. But, one thing you should know. I learned MANY things from those mistakes. Sometimes I regret what I've done. If I'd been more mature, my life wouldn't have turned out to be this complicated. But, one thing I can be grateful about is (InsyaAllah) kesalah ini akan menuntun saya menjadi manusia yang lebih baik lagi dimasa depan.

A simple word of Hello will keep the relation and friendship keep going.   Always keep in touch anyway, MMA.

Gak tau lagi harus cerita ke siapa. Masalah ini begitu rumit. Walaupun orang-orang udah pada tau, they'll never understand. Bingung jelasinnya gimana. Memang sulit untuk dicerna oleh akal sehat. Butuh banget sandaran, pundak, dan pijakan. Batin juga dari dulu mendem sendiri. Pretending like everything's okay. Hati ga tenang, kepikiran terus. Butuh seseorang, yang dengan ikhlas dengerin cerita ini. But seems like, nobody cares. So, just like usual. I end up with mendem ke diri sendiri, lagi.

Disaat orang-orang lagi pada sibuk-sibuknya Disaat orang-orang punya kegiatannya masing-masing Disaat orang-orang masih aja pergi ke sekolah Disaat orang-orang punya tugasnya masing-masing Disaat orang-orang tau apa yang harus mereka lakuin Disaat orang-orang bersenang-senang dengan temannya masing-masing Dan disaat itu pula, Gua. Cuma bisa tidur-tiduran ga jelas dan terpaku di depan laptop tanpa memiliki kegiatan yg jelas.

You don't know how happy I am just by seeing you in my dream. And now I'm officially missing you like a child misses their blanket.

I'm a complete disappointment to everyone, to myself, my old friends, my closest ones.  And I should be ashamed of myself.

Kalau aja..........

Time flies and people change. The only thing we can do about it is to pray that some don’t.

The only thing worse than being lonely is, other people knowing you're lonely .